I don't have swine flu la~

Haha, it seems like some people are trying to use me as an excuse for them to get quarantined or something. Well, that's not going to happen cause I don't have H1N1 but an influeza instead. Don't ask me what it is cause I have no idea and staying home not being able to go anywhere sucks. Try having porridge for 4 days straight... It's no fun. I'm sick of being sick. I wanna go back to school.

I just got a twitter account and it's boring cause I have no idea what the hell this twitter thing is so I'm just going to stick to facebook. I only have 1 follower and following 1 which is none other than mr big nose jian hao. It's dumb.

AND SO, Kpop is spreading massively with Darren E. listening to real Korean songs(not the pop) and Richimong listening to Epik High. Oh my, finally, someone, apart from Cheryl and I, is listening to Epik High! And, if you're curious,the not so new album is great. It's called remixing the human soul. Collaborating with Planet Shakers, they reproduced Epik High's hit songs.

I've been in my room the whole day apart from peeing and toasting a slice of read with cheese cause I'm just so sick of porridge. I am so going to sugar loaf soon and buying all the cakes on the menu. Being a worm, I'm on my bed again.
I'm thinking, sometimes when someone says they feel fine, it may not be true. So why are we hiding? So that the other party wouldn't feel bad? Guilty? Sad? What about ourselves? Humans. Born a selfish creature, should be selfish sometimes. I wanna be selfish too.


I had to constantly remind myself we are just temporary separated
It was nice to receive your texts,
But it's pain waiting for your reply.
If this was months ago before even dating each other,
Our replies were instaneous.
I wish our replies were instaneous.
I wish we would go back to where we started, and forget how we ended.
xolovedlove

Get the hell out of the field!

Okay, I am so not patriotic at all, so I'm complaining now as Liverpool and Singapore is currently kicking balls in our little dot in our lousy field. Singapore sucks, and I guess Liverpool is just laughing their balls out while playing against us. They're probably using their lousiest players and they most probably drank the night before and do not even need to warm up for the match. I am so ashamed. Why does Singapore even have the cheek to let them play on our field? I am not one bit proud to be a Singaporean. We should send our team over to Eaurope instead and let them see what a real field is like. Even Ian could tell them. Right? Hahaha. That's why I wanna move to Korea. Even Manchester has his own PARK JI SUNG(who is apparently rather cute with his weird facial expressions while kicking ball and his crazy hair. Hahahaha!).


So my whole day is a lot of staring at FT Island's album and relocating all my songs from my itunes cause god knows how they all lost their way. Relocating 900+ songs is not fun.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

BOUNCING OFF THE WALLS AND SCREAMING MY LUNGS OUT DESPITE BEING SICK AND DROWSY. GUESS WHAT WAS IN THE MAIL BOX TODAY?




FT ISLAND ALBUM!!!!! BLOGGER IS BEING A SLUT SO I CAN'T UPLOAD PICTURES. WILL SOON WHEN BLOGGER'S BEING NICE!



OMFG!!! FINALLY! YOU KNOW HOW LONG I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR YOU?!?!?!?

Don't touch me

Yeah, as predicted, my dad's a whimp, I had macaroni and chicken chop for dinner instead and I walked my dog at changi beach.. Awwww, changi beach... So many memories. Haha

LAZE

I really wanted to do something productive but all I do is lay on the bed with my ipod playing and gazing out of the window. Ugh, I think Tamiflu pills not only gives you stomach upsets, it makes your mind upset too. Damn, I need to do something. I'm not even watching dramas or gossip girls. I think I'm going to bounce back to bed.

My bro's buying dinner tonight! Tepan Yakiiizzzzz..... Sort of like a bday celebration for my dad. I wonder if my dad would still want me there if I tell him I've got influenza. Haha, bet he'll wet his pants. He's THAT afraid.

Truthfully, I don't even feel like talking let alone go down to transfer cash to you, or helping you call the clubs. I am that lazy and sian. But I did. So I hope you don't take it for granted.


lovedlove, goodbye for now. Cause I think that you're more interested to talk to that someone else. I'm just a burden. When the time's right, we'll see each other again, even if it's taking years. We'll see each other again. We're just temporary separated. Temporary Separated. Temporary. It is. Even if it's just lying to myself. It's just temporary. Separated.

Baby, i miss you

INFLUENZA ATTACK!

Holy mama in the sky,
little huanni is sick all the time.
Holy mama in the sky,
kill the influenza so I can fly!


7 days of medical leave. This is going to be bad. There goes my 'A's. I'm going to be a 'B' student as usual. Damn it. I was hoping to go out today. Maybe to the toyshop or something. Now, it's just 4 walls and a stupid dog. Thinking that Gossip girls is going to last me 2 days, I think I'll finish them today. And my dog is just digging his ears again at the corner of the room. Stupid dog. But I love you. Hahaha.

So the doctor say, Tamiflu is going to cause stomach upsets so he told me to take them in while I'm having my meal. Like, oh, let's have dinner, chomp chomp chomp, take the veggie, some fish, oh, and how about Tamiflu?! Yummmmmy. AND THAT BLOODY BOX DON'T COME CHEAP!
SAVE ME~~~

Indian Boy

Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamnit. My spectacles is dddddaaamaged. The sides are just getting wider and wider cause the lens sort of dislodged from the frame or something. Time to have new glasses!!! My right eye is blind anyway. Haha.

Sometimes I really hoped to be a guy. It would be easier sometimes, in many, many ways.

MC MONG INDIAN BOY




I wonder who's that kid rapper. He's in one of Gil Me's songs too... Hmmm..

and ABRACADABRA! The brown-eyed girls will put a spell in your pants. haha.


I'm hardly interested in Girlbands. But I was bored, so I pressed play. To my suprise, it wasn't so bad. In fact, it's nice. I admit, the video is a little too steamy. THEY ARE HOT!
lovedlove, imagine if I did this to you or say those things to you. Hahaha. Nah, I wouldn't do that. Though I wished. Haha

!!!!!!!!!!!MY FUNCKEN ALBUM IS STILL NOT HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



lovedlove,
when I miss you like crazy, I go crazy. I go crazy everyday. Haru Haru, bbiichinedae
If you were mine again, I swear to god I'll put my korean drama to rest.
I do want to talk to you. All the time. Desperately. But I'm so afraid I'll be annoying you. What am I supposed to do?

Slurp bitch

I added my medicine to my soup just now. Hahaha! Hopefully I will fall asleep after that cause I have no idea if this will work or not..

Damn. At first, my soup tastes good. After a few sips, it got really bitter. LLLLLOOOOOLLLLL



I love you so much better when you're naked! LOL.


lovedlove means so much to me with all the thousands of meanings in it that I can't wait to tell. One day, that day, will come.

JIN JIA KYOPTA!

Hee hee, meet the cutie curlie hairlie Wang Suk Hyunnie!!! Awwww, isn't he cute?! With that curly hair, wide smile and squinty eye. So adorable!!! If I were 6, I would date him. Hahaha!


I am desperate for FT Island cause it isn't here yet and I am worried. Did they lose their way? Did the album fall out of the plane? Did the dog eat it? WHERE IS IT?! It's wednesday and I haven't got it. Frustratingg.........

OB was crazy today. So was lloyd and his bow-tie. Unfortunately, I'm still a sick goat.

Why can't polytechnics have P.E too?!?!?!? FEEL LIKE ROLLER BLADING NOW. Call me if you want to!! I'll go with you!!!!

Time to study. Bye faggots.

Mommy, I think I'll die from shitbombs if you weren't there for me. I'm sorry about last night, the cough had disrupted your sleep and made you angry. Well, I wouldn't sleep with you if I weren't feeling gusty in my chest. And I didn't know I'll start coughing too. Anyway, Love you. Although I don't tell you my problems, it makes me feel better with you rubbing my back and trying to get me to sleep like old times.

I have to say this, but I'm so proud of my project group. Cheryl, Ah Lin, Mao, Timmo, I love you guys man. The thought of being in different class next year scares me already. Hee hee, quote, "except for mao's group who did exceptionally well". Never in my life was there an exceptionally well. There was once, but I lost too many chances. Anyway, We Did Great!

My heart was closed to explosion when I couldn't believe that you talked to me today. I was in the clouds with 9 angels. lovedlove, baby it's you.

i will make you boys steam

Yes, I'll make you guys erect with Boa's new Music video, Energetic which will make your brother energetic as well. HAHAHAHA!
Press PLay!





I look up to this hawt lady here. I love her hair so much that i wanna have long hair too(partly because of my modules next year). She danced better that my previous dance teacher who sucked at cheoreography. Awww, I miss dancing.



When I become a chef, You'll be the first I want to cook for. Whether we're still separated or not.
lovedlove

listen boy

we're just temporary separated,
after that bent, we'll see each other again.
LoveDLove





p.s. I haven't talk to you for a month. Feels like hell, but I guess it's better this way.


I'll just 기다리기

ticky tocko

Any moment from today, someone would ring on my door, asking me to sign a paper, and hand me a parcel which contains the one and only, FT ISLAND ALBUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Yes!

I'm stuck at home feeling all weak and groggy and drowsy. Damn. Screw the flu and f the sore throat.





chor nuen, appa ddor. de bameun, appa ddor

Wow

My last fishy is still swimming!!!!! Yay!!!!!






I love you, that's all I gotta say.
I'll listen, if you have something to say.
I'll be invisible, I'll pray for you.
I'll be there when you need me to

dlove

Drink Water!

My very bored and sick face.

If you're korean, call me!

Eating rabbit poop

Second post for the day cause I'm really bored at the gift store and wants to finish my product specification on soy beans but am too lazy to do it. I am so craving for fresh air now. The air con is making my nostrils really dry and hurting my throat. I hate to be sick. Makes me a sicko. All i do is chiong liang teh and water. Now I'm out of them. AMMUNITION LOW!NEED BACK UP! I wonder if that lonely tetra survivor is still swimming. He looks so traumatised this morning. Poor fishy. 3 more hours to closing.. That is long.

I WANNA GO SWIMMING!

R.I.P

Today is a very very sad and solemn day for me. 20 out of my 21 tetras had died and flushed down into the toilet bowl. I am terribly upset as I am typing out these words. Dearest fishes, I hope you rest in peas and I'm really sorry I am unable to give you a proper burial and flush you down the sewage along with other crap.

The three months we shared was great. I never thought that you guys would live that long. How your fish tank light always light up the house at night that I do not need to worry when I go pee pee. How I always unintentionally scare you popping out of nowhere and frightening the gills out of you when I just wanna look at you when life get tough. You were like a mini ocean in my house and your mesmerizing blue neon has that calming effect that no other tetras have. I will not betray you getting more tetras. I will rear some guppies instead this time.

I will never forget the day I went to the fish shop and fish you guys out myself. I'm also sorry at days when I feed you and put the food too close to the filter and you guys had to race against the current before it hits the tank bed cause your brains are just too small to think that you can always swim to the tank bed for them. I love you tetras, I bet you guys are going to taste good when fried. R.I.P

P.S. To that sole surviver shivering in the tank now, I know you won't live long. If you do, I hope you are a female and have tiny tetra eggs in your belly so we can have new tetra family and I can save $6 on new guppies.=]



Last night was a horrible night for me. For no apparent reason, my arms started hurting real bad and I went crying to my mom. Yes, I cried like a baby to my mom. At first, I thought it was some cramps you get while sleeping, so I tried hard to sleep but everytime I more an inch, it got worse. And I scared the shit out of my mom cause she was wondering why I would sleep next to her all of the sudden and I started brawling once she asked me what happened. LOL. I can't believe I did that.
All this crying episodes leads to lectures and a lot of nagging from my mom the moment I woke up today for work and on the car to work. She started saying how I always say I'm not tired but I am actually tired, leading to topic on Buddha and how He knew that killing the trees would have global warming and how he meditated to learn about things, to telling me watching Nichkhun on tv makes him healthier and richer while I get poorer and weaker.

SO! I've decided (NO, definitely not giving up watching korean dramas) to lead a healthy lifestyle. In the beginning of the year, one of my new year resolutions is to sleep at least 8 hours a day. Somehow I'm always 1 or 2 hours short. Half a year's gone and this is shit. I'm also going to exercise. Most probably take some popping and locking class or some b-girl classes to burn some fat cause I spotted tiny celulites of my tighs and my stretch marks on my ass is still there, and people are starting to grobe my tummy. Which sucks, I'm supposed to be hot. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! Oma, otokae?!(*translation Mother, what am I going to do?!)

I admit, I'm in a horrible state. I just wanna fill my day with something to do. Study on weekdays, work on weekends. My mom had been pestering me to quit my job. Heartbreaks don't break even, believe Buddha and karma will strike, and when you take things for granted. I took things for granted. I didn't treasure, ididn't cherish. I was to blame. No one else. I'm really selfish. I hope she makes you smile.




ohmyikissedestherlastnight!!!!

JUNIOR!!!

If you know my mom, I beg you not to tell her I bought a $30 magazine!!!

So 2pm clad the whole front page with their very sharpened jaws. Me likey! I was screaming in the gift store when I saw what it came with it. A BIG BANG and FT ISLAND POSTER!!!!!!!!

How sexy is that?! I have like Big Bang, 2PM, FT Island, Kim Bum, etc all flipable, lickable, and kissable! WAHHHHHHHH~~~!!

Can't wait for my FT Island to knock at my doorstep! I've been resisting to illegally download the album online. Haha!




If only I could share my joy with someone.
If only I could share it with you.
Now the empty heart of mine decided to run,
so it wouldn't cry out for you.


wtfwasi thinking?!

cheryl will definitely love this

Korea's variety show loves to use this.

LMFAOROTFLCOLFMM
*TRANSLATION*
Laugh my f ass off rolling on the floor calling out for my mom

Sick as hell

I reuploaded FT Island's music video for one with english subs. Love the lyrics.







I dreamt of the wrong thing last night,
I dreamt of you instead.
That dream

AH MY GAWDDDDD!!!

This picture is my wallpaper for my itouch and laptop. TEEHEEEE


OH YES, THE MUSIC VIDEOIS OUT!!!!!!!!!

They look so cute! I'm starting to like Jong Hun(the leader) more. He jams his solo so adorably that made me go gara gara go!!!!!! Love his solo. He's like the cutest I've ever seen doing guitar solos. I think I'm fallen in love with all 5 of em' Seunghyun(the other guitarist) did great this time. I hardly notice him in Nappeun Yojjah. Love Jae Jin's cute mushroom and Minhwannieeee!!!!! cutest drummer. I just wanna grab him and make out with him then I'll grab HONG KI after that! OH MY GOD HONGKI! AS CUTE AS EVER!!!Make me wanna have his hair now. It's so orange and cute!!! So going to order my album now!!!! hahahaha!!! wheeeeeee~~~

I AM GOING TO KILL THE GIRL IN THE VIDEO.


Despite being really sick now, FT Island just makes me feel better. I'm starting to hate school now. After all these projects, there's gonna be a test and product specification crap and I'm doing on Soy Beans. It's 9.40pm and I just got home and just took my first bite of my dinner. _|_, My nose is just too runny. _|_ the projects, _|_ the datelines. I'm hoping to dream of FT Island tonight..... Guhhhhhh.

Food science was fun today. Beef is gooooooood


P.S. I JUST ORDERED MY FIRST ONLINE GOOD! FTISLAND!!!!! XOXOXOXOXOXOX SEX.

Going solo

I am so going to get FT Island's new album. SO GOING TO.

When your band is good, your solo will be awesome.

Lee Min Woo AKA, M. This is from his new mini album which I find really catchy

He seemed to be the only one active apart from his band members, SHINHWA. They were the veterans of Korea's boyband along with other bands like V.O.S and H.O.T.

Then we have sexy short ass, Tae Yang, who is uber hot and short. Who cares? You got the bods. He always remind me of Quin Weng. Haha.
Baby, I'm sorry

Love this song. Though it makes me sad. Haha

And the one who isn't really popular in the group but deserve credits for being really cute and gave me the name DAE NI, we have Dae Sung!!!

Try Smiling(we know you smile all the time with your tiny eyes=])

Although it sounds like some typical sad song, the lyrics is nice. And if you hate sad songs, Mr Dae Sung sings traditional korean songs like our singapore getai style.

This is written by G-Dragon man! Hahaha!! CUte song.


T-max's Kim Jun, made famous by Boys Over Flowers as Woo Bin. I like this song. It's so much better than your face. Along with kim jun is everyone's favourite sunbae, hyung joong



Although this is so not today's theme, but I find it real funny. It's Outsider's CF. UBBBBERRRR FAST.





Everywhere I go,
I see your shadow.

in your mother's biscuit!

I am so darn stressed right now that I think it's appropriate to kill myself as I hyperventilate and do not wish to take my pills soon after I found a stain on my shirt I just ironed for tomorrow's presentation which I will have to iron again tomorrow will be an awfully tiring day with a lot of OB and Communication Skills to do with a sickening presentation which I will be wearing stupid corporate wear which made me look like a total faggy waitress working at some restaurant that sells cheapo beef steaks makes me feel really stupid so I'm going to wear my dunk high tomorrow to make myself less stress and will not hyperventilate like now to prevent severe pain in the chest and stressing my heart to pump more oxygen which don't really work cause it is pumping just that it wouln't take in oxygen and feels like my life is going to end like how I'm going to end this uber long and stupid sentence in this post to procrastinate as I do not wish to memorise my part in tomorrow's presentation and hope to just quit school and go to korea and look for some really cool job and have a really cute korean boyfriend and have really cute korean babies and eat sam gulp sal everyday.

omo omo omo

She sat there, with her gentle face so attractive.
She made me stare at her eyes with curiosity.
There she sat, sucking me into her beauty.

I'm actually interested in a girl. God, I think I'm gay. As a matter of fact, she's really beautiful. To me. Her pixie physique, her short hair, her small face. Everytime she walk pass, I would turn to Cheryl and tell her how beautiful she'll be. Today, she sat in front of me, drawing me into her. She makes me wanna see her tomorrow.
This is NO GOOD. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, FILL MY ROOM WITH BOYS!

Although I feel really weird being interested in a girl, it made me______. Hmm, let's not talk about it. I can't be gay. I'm not gay. I love boys too much! Hee Hee. Yes, I should delete Son Dam Bi and Girls Generation and 2ne1 videos in my itouch. Pharkkkkkk, I'm insane!

Son Dam Bi- CRAZYYYYY( i am one crazy biatch)


Epik High- Fan (as crazy as the girl in the video)

Bring me rock

Very soon, summer will be over. So lets have a last rock to summer~~~

No Brain-Beautiful Girl


This is one of Korea's rock band. They hard do such smooth hawaiian-nish songs cause they do ice cream screamos. Don't you feel summer? Hahaha.

This video is just efffffing funny. So epic. Like your face. First, we see this tiny fish, trying to save his puuny life from falling fruits. HE may have escaped the fruits, but the guitar did the job. LOLLLL bunch of screamos trying to act all boy bandnish and nice

Then we have TRAX. One of my favourite cause the lead singer is hot. Hahaha.

Embrace your (f*cking) soul


But this video just suck. Sucks just like your face

How can I leave my babies out?!?!?!?!? FT ISLAND BABY. Yes, I was so crazy that I went to airport and waited for 8 hours just to see less than 10 seconds of them. Who cares? They are just so my type and so my age. Heeeee!! Can't wait for their new album. At the mean time, here's one of the newer videos. Hopefully I haven't post them on my blog before.

Bad womannnnnnnnnnnnnn.


Girls don't know(we don't?)

Hongki looks so cute here TeeeeheeeXD So is my minhwannie.

Well, people always wonder why such cute boys age barely hitting the legal could write such emotional songs. Well, that turns me on. Hahahaha!



Lastly, this really smooth and creepy voice. I don't know if it makes me calm or scared.. ADULTCHILD...
Unfortunately, it's so new that they don't really have a MV or a proper uploaded song on Youtube. So just google it or something.

K-popsy

Bet everyone who doesn't listen to k-pop have heard of Wondergirls through their pretty much fail English version of Nobody. You guys are pretty late, Nobody is so 2008.

As kind as Jesus, God, Mother of Mercy, Buddha, Allah, Mother Mary and Viszhnu, I'm gonna post music videos of real K-pop and all the real deals so you guys wouldn't be trapped in your little all-so-fascinated-by-5-random-korean-chick-whom-you-thought-are-the-hottest world. K-pop is more than that.

With nothing but Korean songs and videos in my ipod, here's 2ne1.



You must be thinking, "They are not as hot as hot as Wonder Girls!" Click below for the live performance.



4 girls, youngest 14 years old, oldest 24. They are like the female version of Big Bang!


And if you think Wonder girls is hot, song like these make them hot. SOhee os wondergirls feature in this video, does nothing but a vampire who cries a lot. Vampire, How lame. Although this is the only song from 8eight I have in my ipod, it's great.

OUTSIDER IS ALONE

If you guys are following me on facebook, you may have seen this. I'm reloading this on my blog cause there's english subs.

Outsider makes lyrics that hit you hard, sing beats that smash you up, and rap so fast that you could still understand.





This is how richie wants me to get rid of him...

I don't wanna live each day popping 12 pills daily just to get pass each day without feeling pain in my chest, breathing so hard. I'm sick of the anti-depressants. I'm sick of you. I'm sick of how you have to torture me. Think before you post something I can see. At least not now. At least till I'm better.

Don't you dare ask if I'm alright. I never was.

I love you so much that I hate you now. Hate you so much that I never want you again, never want to see you again, never want to speak to you again.

Mom, you're not god.

Who's going to crack my back when I'm tired now?

Tommy the great

Tommy gave me $50 today. Which brother would give you $50 randomly? Mine does:]

I wanted to head out today with my beatfriend(sorry for not calling you, ash) I got sick out the outdoor that I don't wish to have any human contact. So I headed home after lunch with Richie whom disappointed me with his reasons To get me out and eat lunch and walk about. That guy is sick with thisbnew arcade game that tests your reaction. The stimulation game with 9buttons and you'll have to click the button with lights appearing. He was god damn fast. I tried one song,it wasn't very difficult though my fingers felt a little spastic.

I have to admit. Family is the only people who wouldn't push you away at times in need. unlike friends, they will be there, no matter what. Especially when you have sucha crazy mother and a funny brother, life just got better. I feel better.

Weggggggggggggggie~~~~ haha

Tommy

I love you, tommy.
I love it when we have small chats in the night before we sleep. It has been a while since we have such chats with you always on the go and coming home late. You never know much better I felt tonight. I wouldn't mind cooking instant noodles for you every night, I would love to just sit there and eat together and with you teasing me and joking with. Thanks for sending me to school today even though you were late for work yourself. I can't imagine life without you after two months when it's time for NS.

Thank you bro and I love you always:]

STAND BY U

Like what Cheryl Low Low Low said, this songs has got great lyrics. If you don't press play, you'll never know.




To you my boo
Maybe after reading the lyrics, you'll understand how I was feeling the past months till now.

Princess

the was a girl, who lost her glass slippers.
She was so lost, with no one to fend her.
One day, her prince charming came,
with the glass slipper, her life will change.
"I will be your prince, you will be my princess"
"Nothing can put our love in any tests"
Life was great, so darn perfect.
never knew thing would change and turn into a wreck.
She left the prince cause she thought she was a burden,
she never knew running away, things had worsen.
Too late, when she made up her mind,
the prince lived happily ever after with snow white.

The pain, the tears, she brought upon herself.
Where she lost her soul and couldn't smile.

so now you have to torture me.
why don't you just kill me instead?
As if you even care.
even if you don't at least have some sympathy