I don't wanna live each day popping 12 pills daily just to get pass each day without feeling pain in my chest, breathing so hard. I'm sick of the anti-depressants. I'm sick of you. I'm sick of how you have to torture me. Think before you post something I can see. At least not now. At least till I'm better.

Don't you dare ask if I'm alright. I never was.

I love you so much that I hate you now. Hate you so much that I never want you again, never want to see you again, never want to speak to you again.