Works like magic

Today was the first time I see acupuncture right before my eyes and the patient is none other than my mother. Her face has got 6 needles and 1 one each hand. I sat there for 20 minutes wondering how it feels like. Today, was also my first time taking anti-depressants. Funny thing is they actually have it in the Chinese medical clinic. At first, it just makes me feel moodless, then it started to kick off which made me randomly text Ian with the content, "I'll bust your nuts". Then I got all crazy and bleached my hair cause I thought it'll be fun having grey hair but it turned out to be brown. So much for saving $40 bucks on hair colour....

Today, was my first time going for lectures alone with only about 7 people from my class attending. I felt really lonely.. and shitty.. Thanks for not coming to school guys. I'm referring to you, Jue mao, Cheryl, Lin Hui and Kevin. Better treat me well tomorrow. Haha.

I'm going to make Strawberry shortcake for my project tomorrow. Can't wait!!




Lying on my lap and gazing into my eye.
Thinking that you were the perfect man in my life.
We crushed our lips and became one.
Away from you, I'll never run.

what the buck?!

I said the lamest shit ever today.

I'm not a doctor so I don't really have much patience.

You are the pookie that I'll always have around. Hahahaha!



It rained tonight and I was freezing while taking a shower just now and it gave me an inspiration to write a poem. It's been long since I last wrote one.

The darkest skies dusted with trillions of stars,
like little diamonds of our love watching us from afar.
Sitting close to sea with the cold winds blowing,
I sat next to you and with the warmest kiss you gave me.
Hoping the stars would always be there looking,
looking out for our love when it's missing.

baby it's you!

I've been trying so hard to put this song on my blog but imeem only plays the 30secs of it. How lame. I love Crown J. He's like the Korean Jay-Z thing. Only hotter and pimpier and Fly-er. Crown J.

Anyway, I have a new dream that is that I wanna be a really famous celebrity next time. A singer/ actor/model whatever that makes people talk about me. When I told my mom about it, she replied, " YOU AND YOUR MOUSE COURAGE!?" So I should totally be thick-skinned. And I have to be mutha-Fing hawt like the next Son Dam Bi or something. By then, you guys would be begging to be my friend, and all I would give is some Paris Hilton-ish reply.

You: Hey! Do you remember me? I'm dawgfaace!
Me: What? Get off my face before I call security. Oh mai gawd, replying you made me chip off my nail. Time to get a pedi.

Haha! I would be reeeeeeally enjoying it. Wish me luck in my dream this time cause I hardly get things done.






P.S. I got a new bear today cause his name was POOKIE[pooky]

P.S.S. Although I think I'm cool with our situation now, I hope you don't throw my precious Beanie Babies out. Keep them somewhere safe. After today, I'm never going to buy a TY. I may not be a good girlfriend, but I think I'm a better friend. It'll be nice if you update me once in a while. I may not like it, but at least I know you're doing well=] <3

Felt like I could die from crying.
Feels like I'm dying.
My heart, who will mend?
If everyone understands his situation?
What about mine?
He's got everyone i've got none

i'm a failure

1. Giving up someone I love. Noble, NOT.
2. T.O.P's got a girlfriend
3. just 1/2 mark more to get A in econs which I studied like crazy for
4. How stupid am I not to record a video instead of taking stupid photos of F.T Island just now.
5. I thought wasting my 7 hour waiting for them could get you off my mind. But not getting any good pictures of videos makes me wanna cry so badly.
6. Why am I not pretty enough? Fuck Heaven
   
   Where is someone when I needed one?
   

why

Why do I give up so easily? If I were to try a little harder, have a little more patient? Things would change right? Your heart will change right?

Numbers

42-4-34368-27325-87-9484-968-4-9668-23-279464-697353-86-75337-669-543754533878-47-78455-9687-63772437-78455-46-69-46269-843-329-968-926833-63-86-23-9687-4757-843-329-986-9455-6253-63-2-7462377-843-329-968-7243-968-5683-63-367-946-4-26-84334778-8463-968-7243-4-5683-968-84334778-8463-968-7368-63-2-2446373-8398-2-5278-63-255-843-6377243-968-7386-63-23837-687-27325-87-9428-26-4-78776733-86-36-669-9436-968-7243-84373-47-66636663-3573-843-6666368-4-5639-4-5669-4-9455-63837-4283-968-2225-4-926833-86-4283-968-2225-46-69-2767-566-246-288-4-34368-4283-843-2687243-8455-669-288-487-255-866-5283-963-273-78278464-86-5683-7663663-3573-9484688-968-4-4283-66-663-3573-669-4-5669-469-6824-4-5683-969

Surrender iiii

You're the first and the last person on earth whom I'll ask for your love.

It's cruel that texting is the only way people get to know each other, nurture relationships, express their love.People don't do that in the past. Does it mean that peolpe who hardly text will find never someone to love?

Surrender iii

The feeling is like losing your phone, wallet, iTouch all in one day....... Maybe worse..

Surrender part II

Odd-no
Odd-no
Odd-no
But I still did it.
Why did I ever go against my own nature.

The taxi should have done the job.

I'm surrending. The love isn't worth fighting for.
How much I hate to say this, but I wish not to see you ever again.
I knew this day would come when I start regretting.
I knew there would be a price to pay.
And you should have never showed any signs.
Thepain inflicted this time is unbearable

Damn

I can't sleep.
I have work tomorrow.
I'm feeling like shit from the tummy upset.
I'm happy that the wireless is working and I'm now blogging with my iTouch.
How fun hearing the clicking sound.
Thanks to timmo, I don't even think I have time.
This is worse than some stupid ass crap.
My brother fell asleep in 5 bloody minutes.
I wanna do that too.
Shit,I think I need to puke.
And I want my money back dumbass

WHAT THE F*CK DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING?!

I AM VERY VERY ANGRY WITH LADY GAGA. WHAT THE fuck DOES SHE THINK SHE'S DOING IN KOREA?!


NO! YOU'RE NOT HOT! PUT ON SOME PANTS! I HATE YOU! GO BACK TO THE STATES. YOU SUCK!

YOU CAN'T SING!

before I go to sleep...

So I saw this really cute guy on the train. He had this squinty koreany eyes, lean and toned muscles and perky butt. Acceptable height, nice biceps, nice hair, he dresses like, 'I like it simply, it makes me look hot' kinda plain tee, pants and sneakers. I like=] Hahaha... I wanted to start a random conversation with him like, "Where did you get those shoes? I like them"(love your eyes more) Hahaha! But oh well, he looked unfriendly. Probably trying to act hunk with me.(Maybe he had this serious tummy ache) Hahaha!X100000! He tried to steal glances at me pretending to look over my side.(I probably had something on my face) HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Anyway, I'm so desperate for the new episode of Brilliant Legacy(aka shining inheritance) starring babyface cutie Lee Seung Gi.
Every episode is getting more exciting!!!!!!! It's a must watch for all korean drama fans. But I bet I'm the only one who watches korean drama like crazy among that few dongerheads who reads my blog.

P.S. I hate projects

Buffed face

Back from Bangkok 2 nights ago and am still lazy to upload any pictures. After much calculation, my mom claimed that I've spent about 1k on shopping. How's that in Thailand? Oh well, I'll have to cut and save on everything now. Anyone has Macdonald's coupon?

Tomorrow'a Tuesday and I'm still struggling with my projects. I just don't feel like doing anything! Especially BCS. It's just killing me for some reason which is really stupid. Hopefully soccer help me sweat some fats out tomorrow. Time for diet and lots of waist trimming.

I am still grieving over not being able to see attend F.T Island live in SG. It just sucks.

Money in Go-to-Korea jar: $20.90 and a quarter
Korean Boyfriend Luck: Not even close
Currently: Taking a break from BCS
iTunes: Stand By Me. SHINee


Someone like him will be fine=]Hahaha!
P.S. I hate people who don't act their age.(Me included)
P.S.S I'm really jealous of people with uber cute, hot and sensitive boyfriends
P.S.S.S I think I'm getting lonely facing nothing but the computer 24/7 and staring at virtual boyfriends. Time to get a REAL boyfriend.
P.S.S.S With that I'm thinking and planning of think I shouldn't. So Weird.......

DAY 2 Part II

BEHOLD, MY FIRST CAMWHORING PICTURES!



Time: 1.15am
Location: Hotel Lobby

I'm currently rotting at the hotel lobby hoping I'll be more motivated to do my project(s) later after the usual routine on the net(Today's kpop news is boring)

Shopping was crazy today, and I went gentle on my food intake. My mom and I bought 10 pairs of shoes today! 10 in a day! It's the first time I ever felt sick of shopping. Hopefully the 'sickness' wears off when I'm off to chatuchak.

Somehow, the transies here are so much nicer. They are enthusiastic, cute, and really really nice. There was this dickhead who was extremely rude that I felt like shoving in the 10 shoes I bought in his mouth(no, I wouldn't do that, it will be a waste). He rudely told off my mom if she doesn't wanna buy, he can eat and blah blah blah implying that he doesn't want our business. Well, he should cry about it cause we bought 7 pairs worth 1560bahts two shops away(and that 7 pairs was from the transy shop. And she was nice). \

Oh, and I saw 2 girls literally slapping and hitting each other last night at dinner. If Wei Siang's here, I would give him the "this-is-what-you-call-gentle?" look. But I still believe not all are barbaric like those 2 cat fighters. Pretty ones are those chinese-thai.

And, my mom got irritated everytime when korean songs were playing in the mall. She'll go like, "Please don't tell anyone I'm your mom". This is what I like about the malls. Listening to songs from 2PM, 2NE1, Girl's generation while shopping is great. Did I mention that I really love the free tissues and toothpicks provided in the food court and almost anywhere? Singapore just want us to pay. Damn. Not even free tissues. We even have to pay to pee and shit.. What's more?

I had BBQ thing for dinner today and it only cost $16 for 2 person. How cool is that? I think I'm hungry. I'll order room service tonight. I didn't last night cause I though I was fat enough.

P.S. NICHKHUN! I'M IN YOUR COUNTRY RIGHT NOW! OH... WHY DO YOU HAVE TO LEAVE THAILAND SO SOON???!!!

DAY 1 Part II

The train

The dancers

The Buddha

Really nice lotus

View from room

I had to 'climb up' the bed

So after the previous entry, I went back up to the hotel room for a nap. I woke up and went food hunting with my mom. Somehow I think I'll gain about 5 kg when I return. There's just so much to eat! Best part is, I get to eat my Macdonald's SAMURAI PORK BURGER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Before dinner, I was a faithful Buddhist and prayed at the 4 faced Buddha and saw some dancers that dances for you for some really good reasons.

More updates tomorrow!!! Gotta go back to my room for some Room service!!!!!!
P.S. This is the first time I took pictures of Bangkok. This is my 5/6th visit. LOL
Take Care shitheads

DAY 1

Current time: 2 PM
Location: Amari Watergate Bakery, Bangkok.


We landed at around 8++ and started the shopping spree right after I took a dump in the hotel. Shopping was crazy. It's only the first day! I'm currently eating salad with mango and banana smoothie chilaxing at the cafe. Hopefully I get to do my homework as well.


Will be back for more update shitheads!

P.S. Thailand is like a mini Korea. It feels good to have korean channels in the room.

This is so unnecessary

But I just have to type it out.

I knew all along that the EXCEL TEACHER don't even know how to teach. Learning nothing after 2 months, it's fucking with me now. The project is a whore. Whorish piece of thing which I don't even know why I'm learning. I'd rather kill myself then sit in the office the whole day to do Excel.

Basically all we did for Business Computing Skills is nothing. All we did is to bring our textbooks and hear her say "Okay class, Click this, Click That" Does she fucking teach? NO! FUCK NO! SHE DON'T! She's getting 4-5k or more just to read the textbook. What's this? Wasting my fucking time and money. She is just testing me. No. She's just trying to drive me crazy and make me kill myself. She wants to kill me but make it seem like a suicide.

If I'm not getting an A, she's so gonna lose her job. I'm staking my playmobils and mother here.











I'M SO FUCKING FRUSTRATED!

The Getaway

Let's go on a vacation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haha, Those 2 things are the new family members. Meet Mr. Swine and Sunglass Beach.

Anyway, FT Island is coming to SG and I want so badly to watch their $100 1 hour concert. Thanks to someone, now that I can't even buy the tickets and SIMS 3. LET THERE BE SIMS!
At the mean time, I think I'll play with SIMS2 first. Faggot, time to save some money.

And yes, I can't wait for my own vacation too!
Money in Go-to-Korea Jar: $16.75 and a quarter coin.
Korean Boyfriend luck: ZERO(the cute one at Armani~~~~~*disappointed*)
Currently: Attacked by mosquitos cause the air-con don't work.
iTunes: Nappuen Yohja. FT Island!

I don't deserve shizz I didn't do

If someone stab another, and I was just beside him. Am I supposed to be arrested?
If someone starts a fire to you car, I was just beside him. Am I supposed to be arrested?


What's with the "if you 2 quarrel, both deserved to be scolded" shizz? You're the one who screamed and shouted at me and you only 'lecturered' that bulldog. Don't think about finding an excuse. I heard everything you said from the other room.You didn't ever raise your voice at him. I didn't do anything, I didn't say anything. All I did was sit there and do my own stuff. And all that bulldog did was to hit me, kick me in the face and hurl unnecessary vulgars at me in front of the kids. I don't fucking deserve this. If he hadn't hit me, all these wouldn't have started. I didn't even say anything disrespectful to you yesterday when you were screaming at me.

I'm just so pissed off after what you said to me about not talking to you and stuff. You've hurt my feelings. You shouldn't be doing that at all. I've been filial and nice to you and respected you. You have no right to talk to me now cause you don't even know what happened. You don't even know why I'm so pissed off cause all you guys know is that I'm the petty one in the family. I'm always the eccentric one at home. I tried giving in so much for shit I don't deserve. Sometimes you may think that you're so noble raising us up, but sometimes, the noble still makes mistake which are not that noble. They just think they're always right. But no. They're not entirely right.

You wouldn't know how upset I was. You will never.

Like a rubber band so flexible.

I was a little bored(okay, not that little) so I messed around with my camera and this program that comes with the camera and made this dumb video out of pictures. What Mr Tu will do(This dude who comes into the toy shop and ask the same question on Thomas and Friends all the time)

What happened yesterday made hell now. Screw it.

amazing auntie

Just to keep this place snagging with the few who keep track of this crude place, here's a random entry.


My amazing auntie made a shoebag out of strings. Can your aunt do that? Haha, bet they can't cause my auntie's amazing.. Basically, she makes anything and everything out of strings. Maybe a fridge perhaps..


And clazziquai brings good tunes. Google them and download their album, pussies.